im on fire!!

well...where do i begin??? saturday night we had a bible study in RC lounge and God had come to me again. He told me to pray before we left on friday near the van and that i needed to tell haebin. he kept pressing it too. and i told haebin after she said we would pray. and then God came to me sunday and told me something was wrong with the van and i needed to tell kelby. but i had to wait until after church, after we ate lunch at the Jet and until e got back to my dorm. and i finally called him to tell him what God had told me about the van. and he was like "yeah there is something wrong with the van, the transmission has been sticking. thank you for telling me and im going to look into it." and then sunday night God spoke through josh to tara q. and i. he told me that this is where i needed to be, at lighthouse and i sat there bawling with tara. tara has noticed i sigh when i cry and looked up verses for me and none of them are really helping me. and when we went to terra cotta josh had told me that i had blossomed and he could tell when i got in his car sunday morning. and sunday morning was amazing. i felt so energized and excited to be there! and i told pastor and he was so happy for me. and the service...amazing! pastor was jumping and dancing all over the place. it as cool and josh and chellie led a dance line around the church and the little kids followed as well as some adults. and i could feel God there i really could. that was the first time in my life i felt His presence. and we agreed sunday that something needs to be done with the teens in the back right hand corner...or was it left? idk but we agreed they need to learn about Him. as it was the pastors daughter was laughin at us as we danced around the church. i didnt go because i was jumping in place :D but we had soaking prayer sunday like i said and we actually stayed there until 10pm and we were supposed to meet adam there at 8 but we never did so he wound up leaving and didnt come back. but God spoke through josh to chellie, myself and tara again. it was pretty cool to see how josh is growing. he says he wants to get baptized tomorrow after BASIC. :)
we had another Jam tonight with mike, josh, kristylee, and myself for an hour. nothing better to do...and josh wanted to. i read through Matthew while singing and praising Him. and now im just sitting here..tired..didnt get in until 12am. and josh was up at 6 and as soon as my AOL popped up he IM'd me. so we talked for awhile and we were supposed to meet for lunch but he went to pastors for 3 hours and i had lunch with chellie and found out ed came back to classes but we didnt see him. maybe tomorrow.

cant wait for conference on friday!! sooooooooo excited!!